hahas finally got a new blog skin!
i just randomly chose one cos i hardly blogged anyways =X

anyways... 1 thing i keep forgetting to update bout issssss
i shifted house alrdy!
SINCE SAT 21/4

its really sudden and all... lols
we left lots of things in the old house
i think must slowly bring over bah
anyways the new house is simply very very small
not used to it...
what with the small bed, lesser space to throw my things ard, lousy table and chair
my parents are extremely unfair lor
last time when we shifted to the big hse they gave mi their old bed and stuff
now although i get a new bed... but BUT... its a super lousy and cheap(i think) one!
WT... rite?
and im stuck with the boys' lousy table too
hais...
but overall i like the small area i guess
cos our family gets to see each other more often this way LOL
but also one disadvantage is also its easier for my mum to nag at us!

hahas my room is almost filled with boxes
i havent really started unpacking them because of lack of time and lack of space to put everything.. so i rather just leave them there.

oh ya recently i cant slp late
mabbi its the chair, no not chair, its like a stool... after sitting here for one hr, my ASS is hurting... lames! hahas i wan my dream chair!!! i bet its super comfy...
hahas anyways ya i get tired around this time... lols so i'm off to bed le~

hahas im always too lazy to blog...
dunno y lahs somemore everytime i blog i write as short as possible
then i see other ppl like try to write as much as possible hahas
i just think that if i write alot seems like very draggy and whiny
lols but mabbi if i always write very short, it can also be very boring
like nothing to read... HOR?

lols! okok so far alot of things happened,
my birthday over le.... 19 le OMG... so fast lor
i dun feel tat i'm tat old... sians
time really past!
anyways so far my goal is to pass my driving test
been chionging so far... i've been dragging it for so long
other ppl who started learning b4 me alrdy take their test le
OMG lor i spent like 1 yr to learn this
sickening lor hahas not tat i keep failing or wad
just tat i lazy to book lessons plus oso not much time to go
OH ya~ sch oso started le...
first week over le
got 2 classes... my class ar most i dunno one for mon & tues
so sians lor dun like tat class much
doubt i'll make much effort to tok to them unless nessasary hahas
but friday class more fun
at least i noe almost the whole class
hahas i'll be looking forward to fridays bah
=P
hahas naH, i'll be looking more forward to wed & thurs
LOL!
i only got 3 days per week lor
hahas shiok rite
BUT! i spent the 2 free days going to the driving centre
wth rite? hahas i went there earlier then we normally go sch lor
i went there at 8am! then went home then went again at 1.55pm
hahas told ya all chionging le
sians but finally its all DONE!

test on 8th MAY! hopefully before that i can book somemore lessons so that i can practice
8th may is a tues... so i'll be ponning
woot
hope its worth the ponning
hahas i really wanna drive my parents car! lols

lols fyp oso going on well! seems like we are going at the correct speed bah
not very stressful oso not like other ppl de
hahas... or mabbi cos my team mates esp the guys all very hardworking
LOL!

SHIOK!
i got a new comp~~
frm HIM!

hahas thanks alot =X

birthday coming in afew days
nowadays i think its not really as exciting as last time
now its like just another day for mi
hahas~

getting olderrrrr.... reaching my TWENTIES soon!
WTF
its like damn fast sia
i dun wanna b like those OLD ppl
hahas!!!
NOOOO~~!!!
*running ard in circles*

the hols are "KILLING" me!
i've got nth to do...

hahas other ppl blog when they experienced sometime cool or fun
but me?
only when i'm too bored and have nth better to do
*the sad truth bout mich's blog* lols

lets list down what mich does on a regular day
1. wake up
2. do her everyday morning routine
3. on her lappie
4. see blogs *but nowadays ppl hardly post*
5. watch shows
6. chat
7. watch tv
8. eat
9. sleep

hahas how eventful~ =X

woot although holidays are always long awaited
but then when it is too long....
it gets BORING!!!
esp. if i've got nth to do
hais!

i mean i watch so much shows at home BUT i cant possibly watch shows 24/7
and there isnt that much shows to watch anyways
hahas!
got sch complain... holidays oso complain
i guess i'll never be satisfied
=X

anyways watched 300 le
quite gory tats y M18!!
the graphics are quite good...
but the storyline very simple
its mostly about the fighting
the whole fighting scene is all just happening at the same place
alot of hands and feet chopped off
lols! mabbi guys would appreciate it more bah

woo.... i'm back AGAIN
cos' i've decided tat i still like blogging
=P

anyways its holidays again
for 9 weeks!!
jealous rite?
gonna be yr 3 le sians
fyp start le
pp havent do

now im spending the hols
trying to finish the driving lessons
so that i would finish everything by 8 may
hahas i spend more then a year to get my license
how lame
its like ppl just rush everything and finish it in afew months
but i took my time
its not like i failed anything
its just tat i was lazy to keep going the centre
and also to book for lessons
its so tiresome
sians somemore now the trainer
always give mi pass one topic at a time
waste my time
BLEAH!
I WAN MY LICENSE TATSS IT!

school is on again!
wanted to say back to boring life
but then during hols, it was rather boring too
hahas...

anyways the reason why i nv update much
is cos i feel that when im depressed and down
ive lots to write about
complaining and all...
but now theres nothing much to complain about
mabbi tats one of the reasons

so today i slacked the whole day at home
sat infront of the TV
slp infront of the TV
used the lappie infront of the TV
LOL!!!
such a piG~

tmr will be a better day
=X

went to miss liu's wedding yesterday
damn romantic
its like at the beginning they started with a vid on their thoughts on each other
and they seem really cute together
hahas wish them all the best bah

today's new year eve alrdy
omg! a yr has passed just like tat
it just seems very fast...
like before u noe it, you're be married
have children
get old and die
hahas isnt it boring?

anyways one more yr to graduation...
the thought of graduting seems very inviting to others
but the tot of losing my freedom
is very uneasy for mi
you think about it after graduating
we would all be tied down by our jobs
working is worse then studying

anyways all the best to the new yr 2007!

wooo i'm BACK
yesterday was an interesting day
hahas!!
something happened to a particular someone
cant go into details here
if not he will kill mi
=X

hahas anyways after driving for quite some time
it becomes boring
i just wanna faster pass and get my license

anyways sherrie is in england now
miss ya

JEN'S birthday todayy!!
FINALLY 18!~
happy birthdayy!!

hahas back after so LONG!
for sherrie's sake =X

now in class slacking as usual
today's lesson is extremely boring
hope it ends soon

later going for final theory practice
for driving
so far... i've only learnt how to drive in circles
hahas lame rite?
imagine the 100 mins spent driving around the driving centre
boring like hell
so i keep trying to speed
but then everytime there's a turn
the teacher will keep asking me to slow down

i wonder wad will happen if i bang into something
=X

next lesson: off to the public roads
look out for michelle!
hahas~

anyways now im trying to rush and pass my advance theory
so that i can book my driving test
and not forgetting the 7% GST charge next year
i better block book everything this year to avoid it
woot!

you know what?!
there was a fire in causeway point on WED
in some shoes shop
and i was there!
hahas
cool man to see all the firemen and fire engine
=X

and on WED
i also got to drive a CAR!
shiok rite?
wahahaa
manual damn mafan....
wad with the cluth and gears
but at the same time fun!
woohoo~!

woot finally blogging agaiN!
now in class slacking after lessons
borinG~

anyways yesterday went trick or treating
because there is tis american school in woodlands
and my mum's fren lives nearby
then down there there's lots of angmos
hahas so we went in to get in the fun and also some free sweets
not bad sia the atmosphere
alot of different types of costumes
the houses there are huge
and i mean HUGE
with swimming pools and stuff
the deco is also very cool
with lots of ghouls and skeletons
hahas




ps. sherrie noe that i'm here for you =X

after 2 chalets
many days of torturous work
and lots of late nights up
the holidays are OVER!!!!!

and im back to blog
after almost a month =X
hahas just cant be bothered during the hols to update this blog

anyways yesterday was the first day of school
and my class is full of either nerds or ppl wif really big mouths
its not that they are really smart or wad
its that they like to vocalise very little question they have
even if its really dumb and lame
just a waste of time, people~

hopefully i wont have to end late all the time
PRAY!~

wah my blog got devoted readers ar
=X
sorry lahs nv update often
cos everytime i wanna update
then my mind blank
LOL

woo hols le
but one bad thing is our class is gonna SPLIT!
sad sad~
hopefully i'll get back some of u all in my class
HOPE!

cant wait for the chalet! =P



oh ya
something interesting happened to my dad yesterday
u noe the spiral carpark in taka?
while my dad was driving up
his car ran out of gas at the 4th floor
so imagine all the other ppl behind him
hahas they all got stuck
from 4th floor to 1st
then they all had to reverse all the way
so that my dad can go and refill the gas
LOL lor
so suay

FUCK LAH!
i missed my RJ timing
my comp cocked up
really felt like crying
but nvm
omg i can get frustrated over my RJ
wad is wrong wif mi

i think im gonna break down anytime
getting super tired all the time
and emotional easily
plus always needing to go work doesnt help
and everyone getting sick ard mi
mabbi i got the virus
what a way to end the semester

















FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas!
shihui had a first kiss alrdy!!!





























by a FLY!!!
=X

went to book chalet on Monday!
hahas 30 & 31 August
woohoo!~
jingwen and shihui went to book on sat
but then they forgot they need to be 18 to book
made a wasted trip =X
seems like im the oldest
hahas!
anyways all girls chalet SHIOK

went to watch "see no evil" afterwards
GROSS show
by WWE somemore
LOL! the pycho is a huge huge guy
who i think is a wrestler
shihui somemore say he is cutE
diaO~
the show is full of blood and eyeballs
hahas lots of digging out of eyes
and swallowing of handphone
and dogs eating human
and chopping off of body parts
LOL dont think its really worth the $$
but at least the company makes up for it
=D~



29th aug! yays! sherrie i'll be waiting~ =P
love YA

wooooo~
the park near my house has gei tai
havent seen one for such a long time
interestinG
as my dad was driving past it i was trying to see whether there were really one row of empty seats for "them"
lots of ppl were watching it sia
they even park their cars on the side of the road
craZY!~

anyways went out wif my dad's boss yesterday
he's frm belgium...
he used to always come to singapore to visit us
and he used to play with mi and my brothers
time really past by so quickly
havent seen him for almost 10 years
he changed so much frm when i remembered
i guess i changed alot too
reminisces...
anyways its times like this tat i miss the past
i hope we get to go to belgium to visit him sometime
tat time we went but didnt contact him
sians


really obsessing recently
im going crazY
cant stop it
its like my brain is gonna EXPLODE!
STOP IT! BLEAH
i wish i can dig my brain out
LOL!

Worked on NDP
hahas
anyways i feel that this year
everything is like so dull
like its 7th mth now
but i dont feel a thing
NDP oso = nothinggg
mabbi the older u get,
the more meaningless things become?

anyways at my workplace
the people dere are quite nice
since tat nicole got transferred away
the only thing i've got a complain about
is that they make me go back dere too many times a week
and the money is pathetic
i always say i wanna quit
but i cant seem to do it
like im gonna let them down like tat
i'll feel bad
its like the more i work,
the more i noe about them
the more i wont quit
stupid huhs

anyways everytime i go dere
i get like BIG welcomes from the bakers
hahas!
fun lahs in a way
*they dont look half bad too*
a bonus i guess LOL!

today im in a non-emo mood
LOL!
cos i won a BET!!!
you noe wad i mean rite, zk
hahas shiok...
starting from monday hoR....
help mi save money
thanks =X

and THANKS u all for worrying bout mi

jialing... lend mi ur shoulder ar
later someone jealous can~ LOL!
and i wont do anything lames lahs
i noe u all love mi too much le
WAHAHAA im being crappy

sherrie..... u noe i think of ya all the time tOO~
in the toliet oso =X
and tat idiot was kailing okay... hahas!
plus u better CALL MI MAN!
24th august... i surely will remember! =P

jingwen~ u must tryy to forget bout tat idiot
and MOVE ON!
theres lots of better guys out there
hmm... bout finding a good one in our sch?
i think u have to look very very hard
jiayou hoR =X
u can try looking in other places too~
just a suggestion~

seems like im writing a will or something
BLEAH lols

is it my fault im always not taken seriously?

what i've done is destroyed my reputation to entertain ppl
i know it has helped me made more frens
but wads these frens when they onli look to u to entertain them
and when u r down
they will just kick u aside

i've realised it long ago
that ppl ignore what i say
that they dont bother bout any serious things i said
whenever i try to b serious
they think im crapping again

i mean even if i do crap alot
it doesnt mean im stupid
or can accept any crap u throw at mi okay
yes im petty
so...?
i esp hate ppl throwing attacks on my personality
or bout what i strongly feel about

i used to be able to take everything ppl say bout mi
but nowadays im getting more and more sensitive
mabbi cos i've realised how sucky my life is compared to others
how meaningless it has become to live on
how useless i am
so whenever someone emphasizes on it
i'll get really offended
cos i noe its true but they didnt have to state it out anyways

exactly wad i mean bout now being my low point
when im with ppl, im okay
but alone i think too much
and what i think about are depressing
as i said to chris once.... when it gets deeper into the night, the emo-er i'll feel
so i guess i sld not update at night....

i think i've said too much
i sometimes forget that ppl would be reading this
i think i need a good cry
i've too much pent up frustrations
LAKE house anyone?

Do you "put on a happy face" to hide feelings of sadness? YESSSS!!!!

saw this question in a quiz from jialing's blog
totally describes what i always do...
anyways the quiz was about whether a person has depression
and i think i have the bipolar disorder
hahas totally sounds like ME
can be totally energetic and need very little slp
then suddenly feel really down and emo
LOL

anyways i think im in the down period nowadays
totally shacked ouT
suicide tendency?
hahas i did think of dying when i was in sec 3
tried to cut my wrists
but didnt dare to
hahas...
nowadays i onli think of how it would be if im gonE
would anyone carE?
would it hurt?
would i be forgotten?
then i would start thinking of my old sch-mate
the one who jumped
bout how sad her life just ended like tat
and everyone just moves on with their life
and forgets bout her
how even her then bf now has a new gf
and is like he totally forgot bout her alrdy

so i decided that i either have to become famous first then die
or die in a really weird way
so that i would be remembered FOREVER
hahas....

i think im a sadist =X

mich to the rescue!
ta-ta-DA!
to keep you ppl from boredom
LOL!

hahas..
lazy to blog these few days
tis is always the case lahs
when things are new
then we keep using it
when it gets old and boring
we throw it one side
i wonder if relationships would end up like tat too
mabbi? mabbi nt?

anyways a new manager came
so cant take free bread when she's around
sad case
anyways she wants me to act like an idiot
by greeting each customer
i mean, i noe its normal lahs
but i dont get it
like i greet then out of 100 onli mabbi 20 reply
the rest just looks at you and diao u
it really makes mi see the uglier side of humanity
people can be so ugly
anyways even the workers sucks
esp that girl
she likes to scold ME!
arSe
hahas


anyways SHERRIE! love ya! =X
*not les okay* hahas
anyways ur post bout wanting to kiss mi
wahahaa!!! i'll let u if u want
LOL! =X

wooooo 7th mth is NEAR!
in 1 mins time
hahas
the hell gate will opEN
and all the ghosts will be OUT!
WOOOO~
wads that behind YOU?!?!
hahas jk!

=D

anyways went clubbing on friday
my first time lehs! awww~
not bad hahas
got bikini competition
*drools
went wif linghui, tiff, wanzhen, soonwei, suxin and her frens
hahas the dance floor was C-R-A-Z-Y man!
cmi sia
i totally cannot dance
plus the music was DEAFENING
but got free drinks so..... =P
anyways becoming drunk is a bliss
u can do whatever u want
under the excuse tat u r drunk
tats my twisted theory lahs

THEN after clubbingggg.....
KBOX!!!
hahas sing sing sing
until i fell aslp
wahahaa....
anways had a great time!

so reached home ard 7+
hahas so lames lor
linghui went off first
then she told mi not to overslp on the train and miss my stop
i said "orh"
but in the end i still missed my stop
WAHAHAA
how idiotic!~

reached home
jumped into my bed
and slept thru the whole sat
and sunday oso!
i slept my whole wkend away! hahas =X

WHO WANS A DOG?!?!
hahas my aunt suddenly got a 5 mths beagle and 4 yrs old schnauzer
who needs new home
contact me if u r interested man!

anyways went out with class ppl today for bball
hahas became lemon's groupies
WEET-U-WEET!!!
go lemon GO!!

oh ya yesterday got to play with doctor's equipments
very fun but too bad nv bring cam
hahas wz cam no batt lahs
lousy!

life's so borinG
i wonder what it takes to kill someone
i've been tempted alot of times
too angry to think straight
but nv got ard to doing it
i wonder what's the limit

i feel i'm getting expressionless or boring
its always doing the same things over and over again
saying the same things over and over again
laughing at the same jokes over and over again
what is life when even the things which gives mi a small hint of happiness are starting to make mi yawn



the more i dig into my emotions
the more emotional i get
i keep telling myself to stop thinking so much
but the more i tell myself that
the more i think about it
its a vicious cycle

today PON work
hahas finally a day to myself
cant stand the ppl dere ANYMORE
idiots

anywayssss
today at marina square
my mum almost won $4000 worth of prize
but too bad wads not meant to be urs wont be urs
hahas not like we cant afford it anyways
so headed home with a bu shuang mum
who kept nagging
LOL!

then went to play BBALL!
withhhhh....
sw, dan, lemon and zk
wanzhen PS!!!
hahas
anyways quite fun
i nv really play b4 expect in sch for netball
onli liked bball in the arcades
cos no need to pick balls =X

so had an eventful day
not bad once in awhile

just something i suddenly thought of

in fairy tales
once the prince got the princess
its happily ever after

then in real life
once the guy gets the girl
then what next?

anyways mum rushing mi out le
toodles

back from jingwen's hse
hahas!
suppose to be at work now
but decided to go late
who cares man!

anyways forgot to tok about the movie
the four of us decided to watch a midnight movie
actually jw wanted to watch "recycle"
but everyone told us it sucks
so we decided to watch "pirates of the carribaren"
*dunno how to spell and lazy to search on it*


*shifts laptop to toliet*
wahahaa
wow the connection in my toliet is much better
mabbi i sld camp in here more often
train my camping skills hoR
hahas the "aunties" in class sld understand
=X

ANYWAYS....
forget bout the toliet part
the show is really worth every penny
laughed like crazyyy
hehe but it leaves us hanging halfway
i wanna see part 3 man
guess it will come out next yr?
hope so...

WOOT!
in jingwen's house now
hahas koping other ppl's internet
not tat bad
see still can blog!

hahas had fever on thurs
lames lahs
dunno wad happened
but felt really horrid for the whole day
so nv go worK
wahahaa
slp alrdy everything was over
so YAYS!
nobody noticed i was sick somemore
what the....
hahas forget it
sometimes i think i fake too much
even when im sick
i pretend im still okay
still make jokes and laugh ard
why?
to entertain?
no idea....

anyways worked today
sucks can
i think the fumes from the stupid paper bag will cause cancer
hahas i smell until headache sia
and they made mi gif out balloons
tat was the fun part hahas
can walk ard and slack
hopefully tmr i'll get to gif balloons again!


*a special thanks to CHRIS for helping mi wif my RJ todayy
hehes! thanks alot man
honoured rite?

wahh facial killed my face
LOL
everytime after facial my face becomes blotchy and yucky
see lahs... dont feel like going to sch le
=(
EEKK

anyways watched singapore idol just now
NO SUBSTANCE man
only some sounded good
the rest.... tsk tsk tsk
dunno wad to say
singapore idol will nv be able to compete with american idol
just like singapore will nv get into soccer world cup
singapore is just lacking in alot of talents
either we stifled all the talents with tons of books
or we killed the creativity bug in all the little kids
wad a sad case, singapore has become

wahahaa!
bread bread bread
*run around in circles throwing bread around*
LOL just came back from work
lots of free bread for everyone tmR
quick bow down and thank mi
"thank you, your great Highness"
*echos at the back*

LOL obviously i'm crapping
hahas but if u wanna bow down to me,
i dont mind =P

i remember my poem for bread last time in pri sch
"bread bread bread,
how do u eat your bread,
with kaya, jam or peanut butter,
.........blah blah blah"
only can remember tis much
but i won the competition with this poem
FIRST okay
first and last time i got a prize on stage
sad case
lols somemore is my dad who helped mi come up with the poem
shhh i cheated okay
but pri sch onli wad
all parents help their children cheat during pri sch
remember them helping u colour ur art piece?
or helping u complete the maths hw
cos u wan to slp early
tat was when they could still understand your maths hw
until sec sch le my parents completely dont noe wad im doing
so they cant help mi anymore
wahahaa

good old times, good old times MAN!
(i sound like a 80 yrs old woman) WOOT!

Durian for supper
yummyy
tmr sure sore thoat
still got WORK!!!
boooo

sometimes really wanna quit
cos of work i have to gif up alot of leisure time
cant hang out wif frens
cant slp early
cant slack at home
so whats so good bout working?
the end result
money money money~!
hahas at least i wont be so damn broke

woo.. heard from my bro
that using tis certain brand of contact lens and solution
would result in fungi growth in the eyes then blindness
i think its in the newspaper
i was using that brand awhile ago man!
lucky i changed it
pheW~

i can just sum everything up bout this UT in 2 words
SUCK COCK!!!
lols i'm surprised when some of my ans were the same as lamony's
heng aR
if not i surely get FFFFF
lols
so far i havent studied for any UTs
really! i swear!
i've always been a lazy student
even for the Os
i also nv touched my book till last min
wonder how i could get such good grades
in my terms its good lahs
aiya but good grades oso no use lor
come RP le also wasted everything
bleaH!

why is it that we love drama show so much?
everytime after watching them
i'll just have this longing
longing for tat type of love?
longing to be that actress?
i dont noe just an undescribable longing

although ppl know that it is impossible to ever experience anything the drama shows
we would still long, hope and wish it happens to us
why watch and go through such a torture, u say?
well, everyone needs some hope in their lifes

its sad how our life can be so meaningless
that we have to rely on shows to live out our fantasy

as i'm typing this
it is raining, the thunder is "roaring"
and my dog is whining
he's really a scary cat

ANYWAYS
recently, thru' blog hopping
i discovered a new program to watch TV shows
esp chinese ones, they even have channels showing korean dramas and variety shows
really cool!
but sometimes it loads really slowly or worse not at all
and everything is in chinese so i cant really read on wad to do
proof that i really need to brush up on my chinese man!
the anticipation SUCKS
i really hate waiting for the show to load
hahas
wonder if it works in school
wahahaa then i can watch it happily while ppl are presenting boring craP


hahas off to eat seafood le
toodles BRB!

yesterday after leaving the library
YAWN again!
went to arcade with wanzhen, dan, soonwei and lamony
played the bball game
team-ed up with soonwei
and wanzhen with lamony
finally we reached the 300 points mark
yays!! an accomplishment!!!
next goal: 400 =P

then we went on to play pool
played like one round then decided i didnt like to play
so sat out all the rounds
super sians

i felt that after sem 1 of yr 1
becos they were so much fun to play pool with
i didnt like to join any other grps of frens to play pool le
it was NEVER as fun
you noe the atmosphere is all different
its tough to explain lahs
anyways too bad we arent going out as much now
i really regret it
sometimes i wished i had kept in touch more often
now we are reduced to being hi bye frens
hais

hahas in the sch library now
didnt get to see the shuai ge i saw on tues
the one who looks like lee junki
OMG handsome can~
now seeing ppl playing chinese chess
YAWN~!

hate staring at this blank area
its mind-boggling to think of stuff to write everyday
at times there's too many things happening to put it all down in words
other times its that my life's a BORE
what do you expect from a student?
cant be having fun 24 hrs rite?
sometimes the things that affect mi are so trival
that i feel that if i were to write it all down
ppl would think im lame
or even petty




all i can say is that im not who i show myself to be...

wah so long nv reach hme so early le
tis is rare thats y i blog 'bout it hahas
normally always reach hme ard 11 plus
cos have to work work WORK!
its getting really tiring esp with mi always slping late
there was once, i was clearing the toast
then all of the sudden i felt super duper sleepy and dizzy
almost CMI sia





i need a new JOB! anyone?

YAYS!!
hahas welcome to my brand NEW blog
isn't the skin COOL?
.... ya i know, cos i choose one wad
so like DUH!






ps. thanks to jialing and celina who helped me with my html codes hees!