I just realised I fail in every aspect of life.



I'm never a good friend. I seldom take initiative to keep in touch. I rarely ever sms or call just to say hello. But i want to change this.

I'm not a good girlfriend. I hardly spare any thoughts to zk feelings. I always want things my way. I even forgot the date of his birthday. I'm sorry and I want to change this.

I'm a bad daughter. I haven't been talking to my mum for almost half a year, over what I already forgot. I'm hoping to change that but it is very difficult.

I'm an uncaring sister. I don't know anything that is happening in both my brother's life. We hardly talk & we never go out together even once before. I'll change this.

I'm failing as a student. I'm always too lazy to work hard for school. My gpa is really lousy it's laughable. I really have to change this even if I don't feel like I want to.

I'm gonna be a lousy teacher. I doubt I have the PASSION to motivate kids. I was pushed into this profession because I had no where else to go. I dunno if I can change this but I'm willing to try.




I guess no one's perfect but what is most important is that we acknowledge our faults and be willing to change. Even if you take a long time to change just one bit, it's the effort and the positive attitude that leads people to forgive and eventually forget.

I shall forever remember this day, as the day where I have to pay for being such a lazy ass.

No mood to blog recently. Currently it's exam crunch time, so my life is revolving around my huge stack of notes & wasting precious time on FB and Youtube.

Ahhh... exams~ how i hate you.

I'll be officially free on the 23rd of Nov. So everyone please date me then =)