life's so borinG
i wonder what it takes to kill someone
i've been tempted alot of times
too angry to think straight
but nv got ard to doing it
i wonder what's the limit

i feel i'm getting expressionless or boring
its always doing the same things over and over again
saying the same things over and over again
laughing at the same jokes over and over again
what is life when even the things which gives mi a small hint of happiness are starting to make mi yawn



the more i dig into my emotions
the more emotional i get
i keep telling myself to stop thinking so much
but the more i tell myself that
the more i think about it
its a vicious cycle