Driving -- I realised the more experienced I become, the faster i drive, the harder I step on the pedal and the more lanes I cut recklessly. After hearing so many stories of people getting into accidents and ending up with amputated limbs or even dying, it scares me, but that doesn't stop me from continuing to drive in that manner + today I even drove home with blurred vision. It can't be helped, I have astigmatism. So looking at other car's head lights would cause my vision to go wonky. But what to do, I have to drive home. I guess nobody wants to think of anything bad happening to them until it happens.

Sometimes, I will get the feeling that I'm not one of those people who would live to a ripe old age. But at least, I could only hope that I get to live a fulfilling life and that when the end comes it's painless. Saying this, I should end the cold war with my mum. It has been more than a month already.